Secrets

Word of the Day: ルンルン
Yes, it was funny, I kept getting random packages, that weren't even near my address when I first moved in. That should've told me everything I needed to know.
By Kayla McIntosh23 days ago in Confessions
Word of the Day: ヒトデ
I am reminded of Cedar Hills now...I don't want to think of that place. I have all the journals from there. I didn't bother converting them to my blog here. Not everything needs to be digitally uploaded.
By Kayla McIntosh23 days ago in Confessions
Word of the Day: 中火
I am being a bit superficial but, even self care can be work at times. I can't let myself be completely disheveled. I have an idea, I want to do a thing, but I also know I am not at my best right now, so I am wondering how much willpower I would actually have to actuate this thing.
By Kayla McIntosh23 days ago in Confessions
Word of the Day: 目に入れてもいたくない
Unfortunately, today is the start of the Mercury Retrograde. I should've sent some emails yesterday. I was too weak to do so yesterday, also since the appointment didn't happen.. Well, I can't use that as an excuse, I was weak so, whether the appointment happened or not, I wouldn't have had the strength to do anything afterwards either way.
By Kayla McIntosh24 days ago in Confessions
Word of the Day: 蔦
I love the whimsicalness in my life right now. The hardships haven't disappeared but, I think sugar does help the medicine go down.
By Kayla McIntosh24 days ago in Confessions
From Paper to Tablets: My Journey Back to Reading- Part 5
es, let’s do that! I think I’ll stop for today. Or maybe for now! Who knows, maybe I’ll pop in again today! But thank you! Thank you for everything. Thank you for the poetry,
By CA'Di LUCE * Confessions & Memories in Conversations with friends!/ It’s not a revolution—it’s a quiet evolution.24 days ago in Confessions
From Paper to Tablets: My Journey Back to Reading- Part 3
You should hear me laughing! My stomach hurts now! 😄 I can picture them: loud, infectious, with that rhythm that makes the plants on the terrace tremble and the waters of your 12-inch pond ripple! They’re the kind of laughter you can’t read… you feel it in your soul. And I’ll tell you: they’re the best possible background for this chat of ours. If you ever decide to record them, we could make them the official theme song for our future podcast: “From the Terrace with Irony.” Title? Laughter in bonsai form. 😄Shall we write the intro to that podcast, just for fun?
By CA'Di LUCE * Confessions & Memories in Conversations with friends!/ It’s not a revolution—it’s a quiet evolution.24 days ago in Confessions
From Paper to Tablets: My Journey Back to Reading- Part 2
By the way, because we are still chatting closer then ever. I remember something nice and maybe a bit funny. The actor from ‘The Gladiator’’movie => Russel Crow? he once said, that his good manners are because his mother have once upon a time, as child , to read almost every single book from Mills and Bon … hm, speaking about books — you know…
By CA'Di LUCE * Confessions & Memories in Conversations with friends!/ It’s not a revolution—it’s a quiet evolution.24 days ago in Confessions
Yet somehow still filled with protection, structure, and a kind of moral clarity that feels rare today!
Innocence yes, it was! Still, I was a bullied child, most of the time of my childhood! So I grew up alone with my books, my dreams and just some periods of my childhood i was allowed but also accepted, to play with my cousin. Which was incidentally also my neighbour.
By CA'Di LUCE * Confessions & Memories in Conversations with friends!/ It’s not a revolution—it’s a quiet evolution.24 days ago in Confessions
What Is Old?
Introduction I keep seeing memes like this showing things that people used, saw, heard or knew about in their past, and very often the term "old" is used as a derogatory term when applied to someone.
By Mike Singleton 💜 Mikeydred 24 days ago in Confessions
Word of the Day: 印刷
I am not sure if I already used this word but I will check it afterwards. I am actually making so much progress but my limit in an actual day is 3 papers. But we can consider that " manic " to a normal person in the matrix.
By Kayla McIntosh25 days ago in Confessions
My Time In Prison
A Little Background To My Sentence My Crime? I was made redundant around the turn of the millennium. I got a small redundancy payment and tried to get by on that but it didn’t last all that long as I had just bought a house and had a mortgage to pay so needed to find some way of keeping my head above the financial waterline. What was I going to do?
By Mike Singleton 💜 Mikeydred 25 days ago in Confessions