The Thoughts Inside 💭

You told me that you went back

Back to her

My mind started racing

Going a thousand miles a minute

My pulse escalated

Everything started to become a blur

My heart dropped but all I felt

Was numb...

My eyes glossed over

Tears rolling down

I didn’t know what to do

I still love you

But it seems I wasn’t enough for you...

Remembering what I’d said not too far back

Was that even on your mind when you did that

Did you not want that

For me to take you back...

Did you tell me everything

You said you would

But did you

Did you want to fix things

Is that why you told me...

I must be crazy huh?

Cause I still love you

I still want you

You said you betrayed me

But I didn’t care

But If you went back

Then why’d you return

Why are you here

Is there really something missing?

Am I really what you want...

You said you loved me

Saying it probably means nothing to me

I froze

I could tell you meant it

It meant everything to me

And right then I wish I’d acted differently...

I didn’t want to be hurt

really I didn’t want to hurt you

But I did

I knew I did

I knew I screwed up...

I said I was sorry

But you didn’t believe me

And I really wish you did because

You’re still worth it to me...

I’m sorry.