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Word of the Day:枢要

すうよう・ something pivotal

By Kayla McIntoshPublished about 15 hours ago 3 min read
Word of the Day:枢要
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Today's Top priority is Vocal... and apparently School.

Well, I have no idea about that one. I will get the paper out but there is no room for actual important things. It is Sunday so... I am sure people wouldn't want to be bothered. But I can play Arya and do my list I guess. I have all the names written down.

I only had a zoom meeting with one of these people.

One motherfucker didn't even talk to me.

Yea a few actually talked to me on the phone but only one actually saw my face.

Ah yea, since I can't use the Hard drive anymore, I could technically use the compenents but, I would have no idea how to do that. basically why I was reaching out to people on Amazon. I tried other places but, without tools I can't really do that sort of work.

I have correspondences and the mail. Which is a failed system.

I guess I need to sign everything. Luckily I know how to write.

Tuesday... 2/24/2026

I had a Blt. No I am not crazy.

I also didn't get the mail.

I doordashed a bunch of shit.

Ah yea I am also banned on Facebook dating and Tinder LUL

I accept the loss. I hate cold calling.

yea I don't care what I write right now. i am am not feeling anything at this point and.. yea .

I guess I have to pretend to be lesbian to get contacts.

The sad thing is, they will make me "work" more for it.

Whelp. I guess this is working.

I have different enemies and they are all fighting and on top of that, they pile on me.

Well, basically I have to keep writing anyway. Doesn't matter what day it is.

Plus I always submit in Confessions with Stream of Consciousness so... yea that is the deal with "No Ai"

Ai can craft good sentences but, it can't do that human imperfection.

I guess if anything, these vocal entries are just for me. The contents are just for my cathartic release.

Though the thing is, I am wanting to write all the time because of it.

I am stressed maybe 87% of the time so, I just keep writing.

404 error.

Oh well, I am glad you finally got it.

I said I would buy the takuan that I like. So I didn't lie to them.

I prefer kimbap-grade.

It is hard to store them afterwards though, so that is why I bought the pre sliced ones but they just taste too bad.

Someone is smoking outside on my porch.

Well, I guess I will give them 30 minute parking. I have a timer after all.

I don't have enough to do a delivery, which is the fucked up part of it. But I don't mind selling some oranges on the side of the road if they fuck up my shit.

They still need to give me 99 dollars for the subscription.

The contacts don't even count.

That aint fucking "love"

Almost done with work. I am trying my best to finish but, I am also wondering why mom said what she said. She..

Why was I confused whether she said she'd help or not?

That is a mystery.

Well, I can only work so much in one day. Trying to get ahead of my tasks usually leads to a loss in health so... but when I do end up on the day. Sometimes there are things missing so. Nothing gets done correctly either way.

I am not going to fret about it anymore.

I realize that you keep editing with this one, the other subscription I had was less flexible and everything was a fixed rate. I understand this.

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About the Creator

Kayla McIntosh

Personal tell-all pieces: Word of the Day and Jail Journal. Secret poet on the side. ( I don't use Ai to write any posts, everything is done manually. )

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